welcome to reality

Wed, 06 Jan 2010 15:57:40 GMT

fuck you fuck you fuck you
just shut your fucking mouth
you didn't see it with your eyes
in your eyes only your girlfriend is perfect
you see her everyday but you don't see me at all
so how the fuck you know i didn't do at all huh
shut the fuck up if you don't know anything about me
mind your own business cunt face

Tue, 05 Jan 2010 07:00:38 GMT

why is my ankle still swelling although its not painful looks awful like pig trotters

im craving for ikea meatballs still hungry even though i just ate gah really turning into fat kid didnt exercise for close to 3 weeks.
im gna make potato salad if i have potatoes

Sun, 03 Jan 2010 14:37:41 GMT

we're all so hot right now i feel that my body can fry eggs. ouch i burn my own hand when i touch my face hahahaha.
didnt regret going, thank you team i feel the love esp when you guys path way and got your feets so sandy for me to walk awww touched (L)
k i wont quit u17 but yog still considering...
this team really can take pictures (Y)
if im able to run i will definitely appear in all the pictures okay!!!
for pictures please go to facebook.com and click on my name peisze fatkid, if youre not my friend and wants to be my friend please click add as friend.
please be patient for the pictures to be uploaded kkthx.

oay oay girl wants me to post about her.
hot hot hot im hotter than you no matter what k!
stop being lazy and upload the photos!
next time want to take pictures with me dont need shy take as much as you want haha cause i know you want an adorable face to appear in your photos weeeeeeee!

Sat, 02 Jan 2010 11:04:04 GMT

I hope the swelling goes down by tmr I don't feel like going anymore because I don't wna spoil everyones mood and fun sigh felt so distant now everything seem so strange :( feel like quitting basketball I don't want any yog or u17 anymore. It's so pressurizing. Go or don't go? Quit or don't quit? The distance is getting further apart sigh

Thu, 31 Dec 2009 08:17:05 GMT

new year resolutions:
- new permanent hair colour
- study hard if im retaking
- be happy
- save 1000bucks
- get mum to be home early everyday
- floor ball as cca in poly!!! (if im going to one)
- new and organized wardrobe
- get rid of fats accumulated in 2009

(Y)(Y)(Y)

Mon, 28 Dec 2009 15:06:27 GMT

finally able to walk finally able to get out. need to get rid of my fats 2 weeks of eating and sleeping and I hardly move about what do you think? 2009 suck big time glad that a new year is beginning in 4 days time. Oh results in probably 2weeks time where do I go? Hahaha...

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Tue, 22 Dec 2009 15:23:04 GMT

going for xray tmr i hope that its not a fracture.

i cant work cant ball cant shop cant go to malaysia cant bathe properly cant sleep well and i have to use the damn crutches
all i do is lie on my bed watch tv use comp and keep eating
just realised my hair grew longer and i've grown fatter
thanks to... this fucking ankle.

but on a brighter note, i might be able to skip fitness test on the 29th :D

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 03:55:47 GMT

Fucking ankle of mine spoil every single thing now Im stuck at home while everyone is gna have fun out there. Still thought I'm able to go Malaysia with u17 tmr now what is this a fucking sick joke

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Thu, 17 Dec 2009 08:32:23 GMT

The feeling is like red ants biting my ankle not one but thousands of it. Fucking hurt much. The last part definitely made my ankle hurt more.

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 17:05:44 GMT

miss out quite a lot this week. I'd rather injured my arms instead. dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang this is boredom but damn cute and sweet I like I like thumbs up! tmr accupuncture gotta bear with the pain.

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Mon, 14 Dec 2009 08:21:21 GMT

excruciating pain

i smell fried chicken now im craving for it
no phobia no phobia please get rid of this fear

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 14:09:31 GMT

use to play 40mins a game but now less than 20mins
i will never be able to be a better player is this a sign

sorry, my bad definitely my bad if only i give in things wont turn out this way youre not shit girl i will always be there youre not alone i will fight with you dear baby s im sorry

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 18:17:29 GMT

hungry hungry hungry
why did i even drop my porridge in the first place?!
im craving for porridge and dim sum now

time check: 2.10am
im having training at 930 have to wake up at 830
8-12, 9-11, 9&11
how to plan?!
no job no income
currently my job is to train and my income is scoldings

Tue, 24 Nov 2009 13:33:03 GMT

"just be as happy as you can be and take one moment at a time."

i wna be a biker
sometimes i wish i dont have to commit my holidays are gone

knn who the fuck are you what rights have you got?

I hate those people who have no respect for others. Those people who think they have the rights to do anything to anyone, to neglect the feelings of others, to insult and put down another person. You have no bloody right okay. There's an old saying, birds of the same kind flock together. You belong with her, a match made in heaven. Learn to respect people and maybe, just maybe you'll gain some standing in this society.
when you're reading this dont even bother thinking twice because yes, I'm referring to you.

Thu, 19 Nov 2009 10:51:18 GMT

tried.
tired.
4 more months to go.
if i make it, then it will be 8 months altogether.
to make it that far i will have to work on my basics and be a fast learner.
why people learn once only and me more than 5 times?
i have to work 10 times harder than the rest
life is so fucking unfair :(

probably every month i will be rank #12

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 16:57:11 GMT

felt so relieve today :)
swimming feels good (Y) gna swim often its good for my back
i wanna go blading soon soon

tuesday to saturday tell me how am i going to survive from those aches its just the start and im dying soon gahhh
zoe i dont like you! you can escape 4 days of trng unfair unfair :(
hey you're turning me off i cant stand you

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 07:03:15 GMT

miss those days i have to text my form teacher every night on how many hours i studied a day and i have to buy her a can of coke if i didnt complete the hours. well its over ah haha.

life is quite boring now my hair is screwed up for a hundred bucks

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 17:16:08 GMT

1. i screw up my o's
2. retain retake private ite stop schooling since the world's ending in 2012 wonder if its true or not
3. meeting that stupid ly tmr and then miss goh jy
4. movie on wed with that ly again im seeing her more than 3 times a week can
5. my shopping list is not getting any shorter though but its okay clear one by one
6. earn $$ today by sweating not bad oh and getting chao tah and some bruises
7. hehe i think my sister is so cute when she's playing 3on3
8. i felt inferior now she seems to be better than me.
9. although she didnt win but im proud of her for being such a hardworking player
10. i cant wait for friday!!! oh i realised its friday the 13th meow
11. i think typing this way is much easier.
12. baby s not angry with me anymore teehee i know she loves me all the best for ut
13. jy's lousy in tap tap she's always losing to me wuhaha
14. i made a new friend with pretty eyes today guess who hehe
15. im still feeling very guilty about friday's incident...

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 17:52:07 GMT

today i did something foolish today i throw my face for something not worth and today i throw someone dear to me face too i spent the night thinking why am i so agitated over such things you think hero but no just not
when did i ever make you proud out of ten i think not even once but the mess you are clearing up for me is countless i think my character is fucked up actually it adds one more strong reason why im ------

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 17:33:50 GMT

SIMONE WONG SZE MIN IS SUPER DUPER -NO WORDS CAN EXPRESSLY- CUTE!
she is cute because she loves peipei.
she is cute because she loves tofu.
she is cute because she loves orange.
she is cute because she loves boys (esp with 6pacs and nerdy look)
she is cute because she loves the way i blog about her cuteness HAHA
she is cute because she loves how i compare her with characters in off centre
whatever it is, she love the way i do things that make her looks cute.
tada! :B

clara leong is so addicted to tap tap and everytime she plays my touch dies now its bejeweled on fb

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 11:02:14 GMT

with smart peisze around, liying's gna pass her history with flying colours because we spotted stalin!!! hehehe.
but then... sigh :( no more monday breakfast and saturday night study.
some people brought it upon themselves tragic ah tragic

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Sat, 03 Oct 2009 05:57:26 GMT

study study i need to study very very hard from now until the end of o levels its difficult for me but i have to try.
wont give up will never give up anymore

heart's aching badly to see that... sigh hope you're feeling better now i will fight i will definitely fight.

Tue, 22 Sep 2009 06:02:34 GMT

dear mom and dad,
have you both ever expect your daughter to be such a failure and loser without friends?

Sat, 19 Sep 2009 13:09:12 GMT

can i just give up? no one left.

i have got no one to ask out for the next two days how pathetic sigh
even someone whom i thought would went for someone else... why tell me why why not even a text?
face it just face it when people have got someone new they just throw you aside this is reality and humans are selfish creatures heartache heartache
its okay its really okay really because all these while im just a fucking spare part isnt it
used to it, its okay it really doesnt matter anymore i dont wna go to school on tuesday

drifting

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 10:44:26 GMT

my new baby's gna come in a week or two :D

why nowadays people are getting more and more childish?
sigh tragedy have to act so poor thing.